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Location: Kansas City, Missouri, United States
Birthday: 5/29/1981
Gender: Female


Interests: I'm still a full time colleges student. I absolutely love going to college and learning everything I can. One of the reasons I'm still in school. I also hold a full time job at a hostipal working in the emergency room. (I see things most people never will at the hospital.) I think it's needless to say I'm very busy most of the time.. I'm a bit of an adrenaline junkie (roller coasters, cliff jumping etc.) I love music, of about any kind. The same goes for art, be it painting, photography etc. I dislike the television for the most part, and that includes the news. Not because I don't like news, but because I want news and not editorials. I'm into politics (far to the left), learning and teaching (expanding knowledge), spirituality, humor, happiness, love, laughter, smiles, barefeet, the outdoors and so much more. You can always feel free to ask if you want to know more.
Expertise: I'm not an expert at anything. I am, however, willing to try new things. Sometimes twice.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Media


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Sunday, November 25, 2007

Post what the fuck ever

I'm in a funk.

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Thursday, September 27, 2007

Autumn is born!!!

Autumn was born on Sunday, September 23rd 2007 at 4:56 pm. She weighted 6lbs 6oz and is 18 1/2 inches long.

We came home from the hospital on Tuesday evening. She is having a little trouble breastfeeding because she is so small, jaundiced, and 2 weeks early. She is being supplimented (by way of a syringe while breastfeeding), but we aren't giving up yet! Hopefully I'll have a good supply of milk for her in the near future.

She currently has a "wallaby" blanket (a blanket of lights) in her blankets to help break down the stuff that causes jaundice. We go back to the doctor today to see if she is doing better. Please pray she is better. I can't imagine taking her back to the hospital and coming home with out her.

I will post pictures as soon as I can. Hopefully by this weekend things will settle down enough I can get my pictures from the camera to the computer. I also have a little video ,so I'll see what I can do!

Oh, and a thank you to every who has come to see us and been so absolutely wonderful. You all have been encouraging!


Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Ready

You know, I never thought I would be ready to give birth.  9 months into it, I've changed my mind.

Bring it on.


Saturday, September 08, 2007

So, school has started once again.  I'm only taking two online classes this semester.  African American History and Computer Science.  Both are pretty good classes actually.  At least I'm learning something.

I am just under one month till my due date.  I can hardly believe it's gone so quickly.  I'm so excited, and I feel pretty good.  It would seem most people are absolutely miserable with they are 9 months pregnant, but I doing great!  And little Autumn is doing great too!

So, I'm off again...  I'll catch every around.


Saturday, July 14, 2007

A land forgotten

I'm not sure how's it's happened.  I seem to be in a stage in my life where a ton of things are going on, and I can't seem to blog at all.  I sit and think about everything that is going on, and I get lost in that.

So, as of tomorrow I will offically be 7 months pregnant.  3rd trimester.  I can barely believe it.  Then I get kicked in the bladder and it all comes back to me.  It's very real when you about wet yourself.

I'm having trouble with my college crap.  A couple of semesters ago I didn't successfully drop a class when I was switching it to another.  Because of that I ended up with an F in the class.  As my GPA has been 3.8, that was horrible.  That's not the worst of it.  I started the next semester thinking I'll just have to work extra hard to make up for it.  I bought my books and started my classes with the financial aid that was deposited into my account.  After about 3 weeks, they removed it from my account saying that because of the F the previous semester I didn't qualify for it.  So now I have about 800 dollars I owe the school for a semester I didn't finish because I couldn't pay for it.  If I don't start in a few weeks, I will have to start paying back the loans I've taken the past 3 years.  I can't afford to do that, plus I'm not done with school.  A couple of weeks ago I put in my appeals to get all the charges removed, and so that I can get my financial aid back.  They said it would be 2-3 weeks before I hear anything back from them.  Next weeks starts the 4th week.  I'm freaking out.

I have a job that I loathe and there isn't anything I can do about it.  No one is going to hire someone who is pregnant.  Not to mention that I can't go with out my insurance, so I couldn't leave if I found someone else anyways.  With any luck, my husband will pick me and the baby up on his insurance and once the baby is born I'll start another job.  I have a friend who connects conference calls from home.  Because she doesn't have daycare, she ends up making pretty good money.  We will see how that works out!

My husband just left on Thursday to go visit some friends that are getting married in WV.  He won't be back for a while.  I miss him like crazy.  I'm such an independent person, it's weird to miss anyone the way I miss him... however I'm not surprised about it.  They only issue I'm dealing with is that feeling of being left out.  Like I'm missing something.  I don't let it show because I don't want it to ruin his good time.  I wouldn't have wanted him to stay because of my emotional instabilities.  I'm just going to have to come up with some stuff to do this weekend.  I want to go swimming, but I don't know where to go (that is safe to go by myself).  I guess mostly, I want to go do something outside, but I don't know what.  Plus, being pregnant limits the things I can do in this God forsaken heat.

So, after that long as blog.... I think I will go ice down my fingers.



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